That's better than "flattered." It's less "aw, how nice" and more "I think of you just as highly, even if it's in a different way."
He doesn't deserve it, Suga thinks as bitter disappointment rises in the back of his throat and threatens to choke him. This is such a nice, mature, reasonable result and he hates it all of a sudden. Part of him wants to scream hateful lies at Daichi, drive him away forever, just to give him a reason for all the unearned misery flooding his heart... but he just nods again.]
I, uh... I know everything's okay with us and I'm glad, but I just - I need to not be here with you anymore. Okay? It's just. A lot.
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That's better than "flattered." It's less "aw, how nice" and more "I think of you just as highly, even if it's in a different way."
He doesn't deserve it, Suga thinks as bitter disappointment rises in the back of his throat and threatens to choke him. This is such a nice, mature, reasonable result and he hates it all of a sudden. Part of him wants to scream hateful lies at Daichi, drive him away forever, just to give him a reason for all the unearned misery flooding his heart... but he just nods again.]
I, uh... I know everything's okay with us and I'm glad, but I just - I need to not be here with you anymore. Okay? It's just. A lot.